Surrender & Trust

One of the most noticeable shifts I’ve experienced through my relationship with microdosing Amanita Muscaria has been my ability to soften around disappointment…

Recently, a much anticipated trip to Hawai’i didn’t unfold the way I had planned. Years ago, I likely would have spiralled into frustration, trying to make sense of why things weren’t happening the way I wanted them to and stay in a place of rumination… Mentally trying to figure out why things didn’t work out and emotionally staying in the upset…

Instead, I found myself in a place of deep surrender, trusting that the Universe was redirecting me towards greater alignment. That what appears as a detour is often divine guidance, helping us release our attachment to how we think life should unfold, and instead open our hearts to the wisdom of what is truly meant for us.

Looking back over the past five years, I’ve navigated so many unexpected pivots and changes. I’ve had to let go of a lot of opportunities, projects, events, connections, dreams & expectations and each time my faith strengthened knowing I was being lovingly guided elsewhere. Along with the inner work, breathwork, ceremony, and consciously choosing a different way of being, I also feel immense gratitude for the role Amanita has played in helping soften my tendency to fixate on the negative.

I’ve learned that not every closed door is a loss. Sometimes it’s simply life guiding us toward something we couldn’t have imagined. The more I breathe & practice surrender, the more I witness that what is meant for me finds me with greater ease and grace.

Have you ever experienced a disappointment that later revealed itself as a beautiful redirection?

I would love to hear what that was! Leave a comment below!

Mush love and may we continue to trust that what is meant for us can never miss us, and may we continue to follow the gentle whispers that lead us home to ourselves…

Jessica🍄